these couple of weeks have been trying for me. but i know that i trust in a God that cares and is bigger than any of my problems. my devotion the other day was from Psalm 9:10 and it read "Those who know your name will trust you, for you, O Lord, will never abandon those who searches you." i have noticed that my relationship with God through these times have grown. i have matured and with Him i have gone in "deeper waters". you know one thing i don't like about myself is when i have failed God, i get so overly hard on myself. right now i have to trust God. i have to have faith.